Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Hug my curves and love me. Though it may seem like the desperate plea for a lover, it's more the plea to my dresses, shirts, and countless body skimming bikinis to fit a little nicer, to stay a little longer.

I don't ask for much anymore. Not a better me, a nicer me, a happier me. I just ask for a super skinny me.
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Friday, March 12, 2010
We talked today. Well, I talked and you pretended to listen. It was great to know that the sexual side of our lives was great. Really, it was. But the sexual side of everything didn't save our relationship.
You felt bad. You apologized a lot. You felt like such a horrible person for hurting me. Oh, and you never meant to hurt me. Really? Congratulations, you hurt me. You need not be sorry, or feel like a terrible person though.
I'll find something better and timeless. I can manage.
Keep calm and carry on.
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Sunday, March 7, 2010
Of Dreams and Sleep
During my freshman year in highschool, I stopped sleeping. I knew exactly why I stopped, but could never start again. As of now, as a sophmore in college, I take pills to sleep. When I take them, I dream. I don't dream if I don't take them. If I don't take them, however, I don't sleep. The dreams seem to kill sleep though. They slowly eat away at my mind and my sleeping self. They break down things that I cannot face when I'm awake and leave me restless and terrified to move.


I'm the certified insomniac, destined to be awake.

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"This is not for you."
We tried to piece together a relationship with drunken phone calls, random hook ups, and fake phrases. I was a beautiful face and a dynamo. My intellect and oblivious trust never mattered. Love was an antiquity we created, held together by money and hope.

I can't be bitter. I refuse to be a stupid girl. I honestly think I expected it. Stupid girls don't expect things like that. I just wanted to believe I was different, sophisticated, the chase of a lifetime. Then the chase was off. The race ended and I was ending dead last.

I ended dead last.
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About the girl
Name: Brit
About Me: I'm a starving artist, a traveler, and someone who narrates her life constantly. I want to live each day like it's my last.

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